Aya Speaks – visions, a female or male spirit?

The second ceremony night in this visit I experienced the same gentleness and lack of body symptoms, the wise voice made its appearance significantly earlier and I lost no time in presenting my  questions. Why do I hear you as a man when everybody else’s seems to identify you as a female? The voice responded shifting from male to a women’s voice: “Because you distrust women” before shifting back to a male presence and voice.

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Ayahuasca… Should I ? Could I?

I was having a hard time adapting back to my native country and shedding my past identity. I knew answering “I’m taking a break” to the recurrent:  so, what do you plan on doing here now? question wasn’t going to be acceptable for long.  Above all, it wasn’t the fear of the unknown, the stress of starting from zero,  or the social pressure what was bothering me.. what was KILLING me was the lack of structure, not been tied up to a smartphone with an agenda and solving double and triple bookings every am while having  my coffee….  Read More »