After witnessing none of the 6 participants who drank going nuts and hearing none of them saying: “I thought I was going to die” in this visit where I didnt drink the brew but just witnessed; and after hearing about my husband account of his own experience; I decided it was probably safe for me to try it, maybe one day….
Ayahuasca… Should I ? Could I?
I was having a hard time adapting back to my native country and shedding my past identity. I knew answering “I’m taking a break” to the recurrent: so, what do you plan on doing here now? question wasn’t going to be acceptable for long. Above all, it wasn’t the fear of the unknown, the stress of starting from zero, or the social pressure what was bothering me.. what was KILLING me was the lack of structure, not been tied up to a smartphone with an agenda and solving double and triple bookings every am while having my coffee…. Read More »
Before the Beginning… Sheding a Lifetime
This blog relates my transformation journey aided by enthogens which started in fall 2014 when I made my way back to my natal country, Ecuador after almost a decade of living in North America. I became deeply involved in consciousness exploration through South American sacred plants, primarily Ayahuasca but also San Pedro/Huachuma and Datura/Toe among others. This short post provides a quick recap of what led me to this point.