Conquering Fear and the Power of Choice

“Fear is the mother of all entities… its ultimate manipulation lies behind every other force” the wise voice spoke calmly. Ever since the birth of my child four years ago, my Ayahuasca sessions took on a darker, more combative tone. I found myself battling entities that fed on patterns of trauma, fears, and old wounds. These emotionally intense and exhausting sessions were far from easy, but they were transformative. In truth, they were the only thing that helped me break free from postpartum depression where I experienced unprecedent panic attacks.

“The foundation of this matrix’s control is FEAR,” the wise voice said, and started to share the tentacles of fear and the progress I had made in releasing each of them….

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Ayahuasca… Should I ? Could I?

I was having a hard time adapting back to my native country and shedding my past identity. I knew answering “I’m taking a break” to the recurrent:  so, what do you plan on doing here now? question wasn’t going to be acceptable for long.  Above all, it wasn’t the fear of the unknown, the stress of starting from zero,  or the social pressure what was bothering me.. what was KILLING me was the lack of structure, not been tied up to a smartphone with an agenda and solving double and triple bookings every am while having  my coffee….  Read More »