“Fear is the mother of all entities… its ultimate manipulation lies behind every other force” the wise voice spoke calmly. Ever since the birth of my child four years ago, my Ayahuasca sessions took on a darker, more combative tone. I found myself battling entities that fed on patterns of trauma, fears, and old wounds. These emotionally intense and exhausting sessions were far from easy, but they were transformative. In truth, they were the only thing that helped me break free from postpartum depression where I experienced unprecedent panic attacks.
“The foundation of this matrix’s control is FEAR,” the wise voice said, and started to share the tentacles of fear and the progress I had made in releasing each of them….
Religion: “You brought this with you before you were born,” she said. I could still vividly recall the moment when, as a child around seven years old, I realized the “God” I had been taught about was not what I had been led to believe, it’s an evil God I realized, shivers up my spine. At eight or nine, I announced to my perplexed mom that I was not a Catholic anymore
Science and the Medical System: “The medical system is designed to keep you sick and in fear” Long ago I was able to see through the deception of this cult, most scientific research is designed sponsored and financed by the large corporations, while the opposing truths actively buried and discredited.
I have personally faced two life-threatening cancers—Hodgkin’s lymphoma at 13 and stage 4 uterine cancer at 20, both spontaneously healed, I know and trust the miracle of our bodies… When my baby was born I went through a short period where all my fears where triggered but over time I have come to trust homeopathy, traditional Chinese medicine and biomagnetism as very capable of effectively treating all his minor ailments and ayahuasca micro doses for the mayor ones (such as covid and walking pneumonia)… he has never raised a fever more than a couple of decimals and is as healthy as they come.. even his “major ailments” have passed almost asymptomatically … I don’t know another 4 years old that can say that…
Insurance: In a recent Ayahuasca session, I was told, “By keeping health insurance, you enter a contract with darkness, co-creating a less than desirable future” Despite my aversion to allopathic medicine, I had kept my insurance out of fear—what if my child got hurt? “Do you really want to hand your child over to the medical system in case of illness?” she questioned me: the answer was a firm no. The very next morning, I canceled my policy.
Government and IRS: Years ago, Ayahuasca urged me not to vote, to write “I do not consent,” I realize that left center and right all belong to the same dark bird. “When you vote, you’re not choosing a leader, you’re given your permission to perpetuate an evil, corrupt to the core and murderous system” But boy was I not ready for what she revealed next, “Registering with the IRS also allows access to darkness and binds you to their rules and control.” A decade ago, I left my privileged job in Canada to live a freer and more meaningful life in rural Ecuador, my native country
Food and Toxins: Food had always been a source of fear for me—first fats, then sugars, then toxins, oxalates, heavy metals, gmos, seed oils……gosh I have even been afraid of toothpaste and deodorants!. But the wise voice reminded me, “There will always be something new to fear, but the human body is far more resilient than you realize. Do your best to eat food with lifeforce and eat without fear.” She reminded me of people I know that lived to 100 eating unhealthy foods drinking and smoking, and other health nut eaters sick of everything you can imagine… I choose to eat with lifeforce as much a si can but I no longer obsess over these things
Fear of Animals: In an early Ayahuasca journey, I was shown a past life as a young Indian fisherman, drowned by a crocodile. This fear followed me in this life, where I was always terrified of the sea and even pools with hidden depths. The wise voice reminded me, “Entities bound by some sort of psychic contract are behind all animal attacks. When you’re in alignment with spirit, even dangerous animals will ignore you or if needed even help you”. I was reminded that here are countless stories telling of children lost in the jungles cared for and saved by lions or wild monkeys … also of grown man recounting how deadly animals would see them and retreat…
Fear for My Child: Pregnancy triggered my deepest fears. I was terrified of everything—from my child falling ill to choking while starting to eat, as he grew up the fear turned into not wanting him to be tarnished by the educational system but also feeling incapable of homeschooling him. The wise voice offered a gentle reminder: “Choose without fear. Your child is a bright soul, protected by spirit. Whether you homeschool or send him to school, take the decision from a place of empowerment and not from fear.” Today, he’s enrolled soon to begin in an alternative school, and my heart is at peace.
As dawn approached, the wise voice concluded, “You have one power, and that power is CHOICE. Fear will always be there, but when you choose not to be paralyzed by it, you win. And once you make the right choice—not from fear, but from empowerment—the gates of spirit open wide for miraculous assistance, however THE CHOICE MUST BE MADE FIRST.” She reminded me of when I decided to leave Canada a decade ago… I was part of the senior leadership in a large retailer company, when I submitted my resignation, the CFO told me I will set this up as if we fired you so I can give you a severance package and I will also add a generous performance bonus for you… I was speechless, it was more money than I had ever seen and how I was able to stay for one and a half years without working near the jungle where I started my journey with sacred plants… The decision to jump came first…
“Question every decision in your life: Is it coming from fear or empowerment? The only thing that is required from you and the only power you have is choice, and it’s enough!”
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